Me

So this is about me not Mikey but I think it could apply to all of us. Have you ever try to look at where are neurosis, phobias, fixations any term you call the things that we all have that affect what we do come from. I have recently looked at why I’m uncomfortable with things tight around my neck. So this is something no one but the person who did it knows. I was choked to death. When I woke up in the hospital with no permanent damage they seemed surprised and I was very confused at what had happened. As years have gone by and I get older it has become a unconscious decision to not have things tight on my neck. I even wake up if my necklace slips when I’m sleeping. It’s hard to find the start of when things affect us. Now that I know where this one comes from I might try to work on it. I did just get a turtle neck cashmere sweater. I had talked about Mikey and not wearing jewelry and I did find a couple picture with him with a necklace on. I even still have it. As the winter ends and we move into spring try looking at what has caused you to change. Somethings will be good and some will be bad. But maybe just maybe if we find where they started we can decide to change them or live with them. Thanks for the love, support, and always reading. Love Kathy